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Soooo. this is my first attempt at writing a fan fiction for Hellsing.  It may be  really bad so don't expect greatness or even goodness.  I'm hoping for mediocrity.  No hopefully it will be good.  This is only the first chapter and I'm not really sure where it is all going. The fic is a drama in which Seras faces both some  Alucard's attentions  & the loss of her humanity because she has to make a  hard decision  to surrvive.   She & Alucard will ummm consumate their "relationship"  but it won't be sap.  It will  be dark & hopefully twisted but not smut ( not more then an R rating).  It is set one year after Alucard turned Seras.  It may be AU because who knows what Khota Hirano will write.  First paragraph is really just thoughts & conversations.  In fact I think it is the prologue.

( My first sad attempt... )